no matter what

happy monthsary ♥
spring rolls & street fighter
good day
except for the part my rents found out i had requested today off and about mike being my bf wooow... yeah i went to the movies with the twins because street fighter is love. 8-)
but seriously...
against all odds!

taylor swift. ♥

LOOOOL

1500 words in 4-5 hours.
wow.
i hate this course.

i still havent learned...

another paper
done the night before
"n2s: dont do papers the night before ever again"
haha i still need to work on that...

bugger

VS


OMG. Kelly's album is not as good as her previous ones. First of all, theyre all covers of someone else's songs. TWO of Katy Perry's songs are on her album "Hook up" and "Long shot" omgomgomg. So annoying! Katy's is sooo much better. I like kelly but Katy's voice has more of true life and passion in it. Just my opinion... so not buying this new album...

lawl fobness

Panunumpa by Carol Banawa

Ikaw lamang ang pangakong mahalin
Sa sumpang sa'yo magpakailan pa man
Yakapin mon'g bawat sandali,
Ang buhay kong sumpang sa'yo lamang alay,

At mapapawi ang takot sa 'kin
Pangakong walang hanggan

Ikaw lamang ang pangakong susundin
Sa takbo sakdal, liwanagan ang daan
Yakapin mong bawat sandali,
Ang buhay kong sumpang sa'yo lamang alay

At mapapawi ang takot sa 'kin
'Pagkat taglay lakas mong angkin

Translation:
I promise you're the only one I will love
From that vow I made to you forever
Hug it every second
My life I vow to be yours only

And fear will disappear in me
A neverending promise

I promise you're the only one I will follow
From the future, light the way
Hug it every second
My life i vow to be yours only

And fear will disappear in me
Because I carry that strength you own

Iingatan ka by Carol Banawa

Sa buhay kong ito
Tanging pangarap lang
Ang iyong pag mamahal
Ay ma kamtam
Kahit na sandali
Ikaw ay mamasdan
Ligaya tila ay
Walang hangan
Sana ay di na magising
Kung nangangarap man din
Kung ang buhay na makulay
Ang tatahakin
Minsan ay nadarama
minsan di na iluluha
Di ka na maninilbi
pagkat sa buhay mo
ay may nag mamahal parin

Iingatan ka
Aalagaan ka
Sa puso ko ikaw ang pag-asa
Sa 'ting mundo'y
may gagabay sa iyo
Ang alay ko'y itong pagmamahal ko
May nag mamahal aakay sa iyo
Aking inay ikaw ang nagbigay
Ng Buhay ko
Buhay na kay ganda
Pangarap ko na makamtan ko na

Translation:
In this life
My only dream is
Your love
That I can feel
Even for a moment
When I watch you
The happiness I feel
Never ends
I wish to never wake
If I was gonna dream anyway
If this colourful life
Is the one I will journey on
Sometimes I feel
Sometimes I will cry
You will never have to work for anyone again
Because in your life
There is still someone loving you

I will take care of you
I will cherish you
In my heart, you are hope
In our world
There is someone to guide you
I offer you my love
There is someone loving you, willing to carry you
My mom you were the one
To give me my life
Such a beautiful life
I dream to reach it to its fullest.

Wow I suck at translating... haha. It sounds better in Tagalog :)

Chinese

I see you from the sky
And I wonder how long it will take me to get home
I wait for an hour or so at the carousel
I have a cigarette to pass the time
Cause the traffic's hell

I don't want anything more
Than to see your face when you open the door
You'll make me beans on toast and a nice cup of tea
And we'll get a Chinese and watch TV
Tomorrow we'll take the dog for a walk
And in the afternoon then maybe we'll talk
I'll be exhausted so I'll probably sleep
And we'll get a Chinese and watch TV

You wipe the tears from my eye
And you say that all that it takes is a phone call
I cry at the thought of being alone and then
I wonder how long it will take til I'm home again

I don't want anything more
Than to see your face when you open the door
You'll make me beans on toast and a nice cup of tea
And we'll get a Chinese and watch TV
Tomorrow we'll take the dog for a walk
And in the afternoon then maybe we'll talk
I'll be exhausted so I'll probably sleep
And we'll get a Chinese and watch TV

I know it doesn't seem so fair
But I'll send you a postcard when I get there

I don't want anything more
Than to see your face when you open the door
You'll make me beans on toast and a nice cup of tea
And we'll get a Chinese and watch TV
Tomorrow we'll take the dog for a walk
And in the afternoon then maybe we'll talk
I'll be exhausted so I'll probably sleep
And we'll get a Chinese and watch TV

I love love love this song. I bought Lily Allen's new album "It's not me It's you." I love her. Her clever songs and blunt personality :) All the songs are worth listening to (y)

colorgenics test

Name: jaimee
Date: 2/20/2009
Colorgenics Number: 25643071


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You are striving to make favourable impressions all of the time and you are going out of your way to make the impression that you are something special. You are constantly on the watch to see how your friends and neighbours are reacting to your various ploys. But this is so unnecessary because most of the time you are in control of the situation - and you are, in the nicest sense of the word, a 'manipulator' because you use various strategies very cleverly in order to influence and obtain the necessary recognition.

You are feeling very vulnerable at this time. Nothing seems to be going in the right direction - business wise, private-life wise, everything. You need some emotional security and an environment which could possibly provide fewer problems, but the way you are feeling you can't be bothered even to make the effort.

At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!

You are feeling really bogged down and extremely stressed. This is perhaps due to the desire for personal independence which has been evading you for some time now. An existing situation or relationship is causing you to be extremely restless and you feel that you are unable to change the situation without co-operation. You are unwilling to expose your vulnerability and therefore you consider it inadvisable to display affection or be over demonstrative. You regard this relationship as a depressing tie, but although you want to be independent and unhampered, you do not want to risk losing anything. All this leads you to react touchily and with impatience, while the urge to get away results in considerable restlessness: your ability to concentrate may suffer.

The stress that you are experiencing at this time is due to the present situation - a situation of your own making. But trying to ignore it, hoping that it will go away, will only aggravate it further. What you need to do is to slow down - to relax and re-think the situation and by going slow, you may be amazed to find that most of your problems will resolve themselves.

Us Against the World ♥

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
I would still have you, baby
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war
I'll be fighting with you, baby
Cuz I know if I'm falling, you won't let me hit the ground
If the boat is sinking, I know you won't let me drown

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

Now if I'm lost at sea 7 days I'm not alone
If I'm holding you, you, you, you, you
And if it all end's; everybody in the world is gone
I'll be standing with you, baby

And if it's the last breath I take
I'll leave my kiss my with you
If there's a wall between us, baby
I know I'll break through

Nothing's stronger now than you and I
Cuz your love is all I got
And this ain't never gon' stop
No, whoa
There's no distance here when we're apart
Come on in from the cold
Lay your head on my shoulder
Ride like a soldier
I'ma stay right here

littlest things...

I have completely forgotten about this song and just recently heard the instrumental for it on my iPod and yeah I recorded it. If you haven't noticed, this is pretty much all i do. Music is literally my life ^^; And yeah this song is freakin fast! :) Enjoy!

my valentine ♥

The first year that Valentine's Day was ever good for me. Good is an understatement. It was perfect. I have the greatest boyfriend. He cooked for me and managed to keep that a surprise... another first. I usually bug the crap out of people to get the surprise out of them, but he didn't give in. Grrr. I have pictures, but transferring pictures from my camera to my laptop takes forever. Very long story why... Anyway, thanks Mike for everything. For putting up with me when most people would just walk away and pretend they dont know me... for always being there when I need someone to talk to... for always having time for me every day... for caring... for loving... for letting me win everything (even if I don't really need much help with that :P ;))... for making me laugh and happy all the time... for understanding... for being a gentleman... There is so much more that you do but it's 2am in the morning and I got work tomorrow... so yeah. Words can't explain everything anyway right? ♥

♥

happy valentine's day to you all! :D

chasing cars

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

say what?

I thought I was busy/lazy to update..
but YOU GUYS
im getting lonely out here.
give me something to read!!! :P
So it's 3:17 am... and I have a paper due very very soon
I am at 745 words out of 1100...
WTF ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO WRITE
this is honestly the dumbest paper I've ever written.
Oh and did I mention I have to wake up at 730 am
THEN i have a midterm on friday.
shoot me.
PLEASE.
not a plead, more like an order!

well well well...

I realize I haven't really written on this for a while. All about random blabs hehe. But yeah school really isnt as hectic because I only have 4 courses this winter semester. However, I've become lazier if that's even possible. I have an essay due on Thursday and my midterm for Visual Culture is on Friday... I know midterm already? WTF? ... I have absolutely no idea what that course is about haha. Ye-yeah I'll get around to it eventually.. maybe tonight.. MAYBE.


Oh so I spent the whole day of yesterday watching 1 Litre of Tears. The title is pretty self-explanatory. It did make me cry a lot, probably not a whole litre though. If you guys get the chance, watch it. (via http://aznv.tv) It's about this 15 year old girl who finds out she has spinocerebellar degeneration disease. Yeah at first I said hubba what? It's this disease where the part of your brain called the cerebellum deteriorates. What does it do you ask? It is in charge of your motor skills (ex: walking, talking, distance approximation, etc.)In the end, people who has this falls into a deep sleep and never wakes up again... So the protagonist is Aya and she has it. She kept falling a lot and eventually couldn't walk anymore. The show shows how she dealt with her disease; how she lived her life even with the disease. It's actually based on a true story which makes it sadder. It is a very inspiring story and makes you think about all the things we take for granted, especially life. The simplest human ability of walking is a very important skill. You don't really think about it because you expect to know althroughout your life right? But it's one of those what if it happened to you? I personally wouldn't be as optimistic and happy as she is... Anyway, as I said before, go see it. It is based on a book too if you're more of a reader (like Robert). I'm not quite sure if there's a translated version because I bet you it is in Japanese.

fuck.my.life.

My exam schedule is up.. and I HATE it!

CCT101 - thurs, april 16 @ 4-7pm
PSY100 - sat, april 25 @ 8-11am
VCC201 - thurs, april 16 @ 12-3pm
WGS200 - april 17 @ 12-2pm

who freaking puts an exam on a SATURDAY... and worse MORNING! :(
ohh and TWO freaking exams on one day right after the other fuuuuck! :@

venus vs mars

ever quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. and the whole Venus and Mars thing. Or why men think with their head and women with their heart? me neither, LOL.

here's a good example ..from a GUYS point of view.

One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.'

I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'

So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear...

'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.'

She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'

Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.

The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said, 'Lets get a pair for each outfit.'

We went on to the jewelry department where she picked out a pair of diamond earrings. Let me tell you... she was so excited. She must have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even know how to play tennis.

I think I threw her for a loop when I said, 'That's fine, honey.' She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement. Smiling with excited anticipation, she finally said, 'I think this is all
dear, let's go to the cashier.'

I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, 'No honey, I don't feel like it.'

Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled, 'WHAT?'

I then said, 'Honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for a while. You're just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman.'

And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me, I added, 'Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?'

Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either....but at least that ***** knows I'm smarter than her.

... jerk.

mikeeeee

is sick :(
he didnt go to school so i went over his house to take care of him duh.
hopefully he felt a bit better, he said he did.
he shouldnt have gone to bboy practice but he's a stubborn one!
oh and he said it was gonna be "warm" so he didnt bring his jacket.
GRRRR >.<
next time, i will throw a freaking tantrum until i get my way
because i am ALWAYS right!

ps. we camwhored too. chyeah! :) hope u feel better <3

i will be...

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And gather myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

Cause without you I cant breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

ps.

for anyone who read that last post...
i am still a virgin k.
and dont worry about it.
shit happens.
mike helped me through it.
truly madly deeply ♥
what will i ever do without him...

never again...

i feel like a hoe.
his friends prob think i am.
no more fun jaimee...
gonna go back to my nerdy self.
go home, do homework, maybe eat if i feel like it...
hopefully see him somewhere in there.
i might be too tempted though so...
the wonders of technology...
haha.
im so totally studying for psych.
and very disappointed about ner's party being cancelled.
oh well...
so why do i feel like i wanna die??...

so the score is..

3-2 and yes i am winning =] (as always...)



My first try at singing this song.. so sorry if it's crap. I'll redo it some other day. :)

why is the sky blue?

"cuz i made it that way 4 her"
hahaha aww :)

sorry

for the lack of updates...
hehe ive been really lazy so like yeah...
I know this is gonna sound like too much, but I saw him like every day this past week except Saturday (yesterday)...Only a couple of hours though, which sucks because they were not enough. It's like time just flies by and I wouldn't wanna be anywhere else but where I was; with him. I've never been so happy, not like this. And we found OUR date. Haha, it's kind of an inside joke.
PS. He's the bestest best there is. MY snorlax <3 (hehe)