LOL ok I know this is random but I recently learned how to thread my eyebrows... YAY me! xD

On a more normal note, WHY ARE THEY NOT SELLING ADVANCED IMAX TICKETS FOR HPHBP YET WTFFF! As soon as someone finds out, LET ME KNOW ASAP (as if i wouldnt know already :P) Also for those who wants to come on midnight opening, tell meeeee! It comes out July 15th so (Y)

Lol it's 2:13 and I can't sleep... as usual.
So I've decided to randomly rant about random things.
I have officially "survived" first year of university. By "survived", it means I went through it without physically dying. I'm not sure if I've passed all my courses, so far I know I've passed one. Also, school has drained me out physically and emotionally. On top of that I had work, so imagine that.
Summer is finally here but I feel like I have less freedom now because of the responsibilities put on me because I don't HAVE to be at school right now. GRR. Sometimes I just want to move out and have a place of my own where I can do what I want whenever I want. Maybe it'll give me more of a peace of mind. I think I can do it but I don't think I have the heart to leave Jasmine. She is usually the one that makes me stop crying when I am because she's the only one not too busy with homework, chores, or whatever else. She may not get why I am crying but she knows how to make me stop. She also probably doesn't know how much that means to me... Haha how lame right? Shouldn't I be the one to comfort her because I'm the older sister? Everyone has the right to break down and cry sometimes right...
I have a feeling work is going to drive me insane. There are only two people I really don't mind working with. One quit and one is going to quit after July. The people I'm left with are backstabbing, manipulating, lying robots. Sears really isn't that bad. Good pay, okay hours. But my manager is driving me nuts. I understand she wants everything in the right order, but she wants one thing one day and something else the next day. She is pretty old and VERY forgetful. UGH.
Mikeyyy hurry up and finish school already damn it!
Summer 09 here we come!

Hehe I'm baaack with my videos :)



I'm actually running out of songs to sing, so suggestions?

4 months (cheesy post skip if u want unless youre mike :P)

Today is exactly four months from when we kissed. I know you won't read this until later later because as usual, you're sleeping before me. (Snorlax :)) I can honestly say I have never been so happy as I am now. You have given me happiness, love, life. I am probably the crankiest, laziest, bossiest, craziest, and bitchiest girl alive. How you put up with it every day, I don't know. But I am thankful that you came into my life. Tears of happiness run through my cheeks now because I know I did nothing to deserve someone so understanding, so loving, so caring, so... I don't even have any words to describe you. Mike, you are simply amazing. As any healthy relationships, we have had our little fights and I always felt like it's the end of the world when I feel like I'm going to lose you. No matter what though, we have overcome whatever it is. One of the reasons is because I just can't stay mad at you. Overall, thank you for everything. For every hug, every piece of advice, conversation, joke, every hug, and your love. Happy four months Mikey.

PS. I love you.

summerrrr

hmm i feel like i need to write a list so that i'd have some initiative to get up everyday. so far all i've done are work and babysitting jasmine. YAAAY. *sarcasm*

• WONDERLAND!
  
• randoms with mikey
  
• sleepovers
  
• princess movie marathon with alyssa and chelle
  
• cottage?
  
• harry potter 6 midnight opening :)
  
• etc
  

I need some more ideas. Let me know you guys!!! :D

HALLELLUJAH

I finished my last exam today (160 multiple choice questions OMG it was torture)
And I am officially in summer mode. :) YAAAY

oh man

my last exam is tomorrow. psych @ 8am to 11 am... greaaat.
then...
SUMMER! omgomgomgomg

i is not a loser

Okay so Mike sucks for making me sing this by myself... -.-

I watched this last night and it's actually quite good. It's about this girl Poppy (played by Emma Roberts) who was sent to an English boarding school by her dad because she had pushed him over the edge. She grew up in California and was the typical rich blondie. And she had a hard time at the school and yeah... Just watch it :)


I watched this one this morning and OMG it's creepy. (Yes guys I watched a scary movie) NOT alone though. My kuya and Jasmine watched it with me LOL. The plot is clever and I don't think it was that scary. Maybe because Matthew Lillard is in it and I just can't ever take him seriously. I look at him and I see Scooby Doo hahaha. It's on Movie on Demand so if you wanna watch it, just come over ;)

i love this song

I need a hook so you won't be the one that got away
I need a look that stunns ya, makes you wanna stay.
Don't wanna speak in case it comes out wrong
Don't wanna blink coz in a second you could be gone
I need a twist to help me turn, turn this story round.
I need a bridge to cross this dangerous ground
Meet me in the middle like I want you too.
I gotta find your heart to shoot my arrow through

silly me

I overreact too much I know...
But really,
I'm sorry.
PS. Don't ever forget about that Greek story Mikey <3

im becoming really fed up with this...
i need you and youre not there
i try to be there for you when i think you need me and you dont let me.
just dont wait until it's too late...

shopping dilemma

Kay so I've been consumed by the GG mania, and I've been craving some neon pink tights (and other colours). I found a site that sells them for 8 bucks... and I just kept adding to the cart right... and the total came up to $49. Should I get it? (say yes say yes so I don't feel so bad! hahaha)
Furthermore...



I wanna get these as well. They're all from Aeropostale, and the mall rat that I am (duh I work there too so...), I checked to see if they have it and they DON'T WTF. So I have to get it online and pay shipping whatever :( GRRR. It's about $50 in total... Should I get it??? hahahaha.

PS. Back to ETP. FML. WTF.

im bored... so here are some quotes just because :)

He grabbed my hand and he held on so tightly. It was incredible, knowing someone loved you that much that they'd hold on like that, as if they were afraid you'd leave, or get lost if they didn't hold on. It was almost like he needed me. He just didn't know I needed him so much more.

Love me when i least deserve it because that’s when i need your love the most.

You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and an involuntary grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this.

I sleep with your hoodie on, even when I'm hotter than hell,
just because it smells like you.

sometimes you gotta get fucked up to feel sober
cry to see clear --
and fall one hundred times
to learn how to pick yourself back up.

You want to know why I love you? It's because you loved me when I didn't love myself. It's because you held up my beauty for me to see. It's because you cared unconditionally, just the way I was.It was because, for the first time in my life I didn't have to work so hard at being happy.Because with you, it JUST happens

lawl

i guess i'm sorta lucky today despite the stress i was in
cuz k here's my story
i bought a large steeped tea DD at timmies and i rolled up my rim and i wont a free coffee/tea
i bought another one on my way home and i rolled up that rim and i won another free coffee/tea
hehe :)

ewww im so sleepy

and im actually in class WOW.
it is the last day of classes this week
and no school friday yay
exams on 16,17, 25
then SUMMMER please!

yayayaya

i actually exceeded 750 words
WHATFUCKINGEVER
im done
no clue what i wrote
or if it's even right
BUT IM DONE.
YES!
no more papers until september
well except exams duh
NOW stress about the test i havent studied for.... FML version3

FML version2

i am on 192/750 words
WTF IS THE GAZE
AND WHO THE FUCK GIVES A FLYING FART?!

im kind of depressed...

school is really stressing me out
ETP (exam time panic oh dear minardi ha ha)
and really everyone has their own stuff to stress about
so as usual, i got no one to turn to...
also i dont like dragging people down with me...
i just HATE this...
this stress... this loneliness...
FML!
and sorry for being such an emo-face
but that's just who i am. if you dont like it, i dont really care!